This fucking thing has become such a waste.
I don’t even know why I even tried this thing. No one wants to hear the personal thoughts of a 40 year old women as she comes to terms that all goodness in the world can go right on and just fuck its self.
There is no happy ending and everyone needs to realize it’s kill or be killed and getting all excited because someone miss used your for you’re in a mindless shit baring rant is a complete inane rage to indulge in.
I don’t really know what to put here.
My life is nothing anyone would be interested in.
I’m barely interested in it myself.
Awfully dark of you, ma’am. Hah.
Not for nothing here, but I think you should give yourself some credit. For all the shit you’ve apparently put up with, that could be someone else’s good advice. Some dumb kid’s what-not-to-do. Your presence here could be more valuable than you think, even if all you want to do is slap a few kids in the face (but i wouldn’t mind a good show).
This is nothing kid, you want dark come see me when I’ve been drinking.
I like to think that’s what I am for my niece Kite. That poor kid has two role models. Her brother who has long since lost any sense of himself and is now content to pretend to be something he isn’t and me, a women too far gone to actually try and put heart and pleasantries into anything that doesn’t have potential to kill.
The kids around here have no true sense of strife. They have been groomed and held with padded gloves. The fact they feign bleeding heart syndrome just so they can seem better then the next little fucker is absolutely laughable and pathetic.
Some of them I’m sure have lived a hard life but most of these little shits have two parents and live in a little padded world and have no real sense of what a cruel little bitch the world can be.
So when I see some little sonofabitch crying because mommy and daddy took away their fucking ipod I want nothing more then to sit them down and tell them how growing up in what can only be comparable to a concentration camp was like and then tell them how it feels for a 12 year old to hold a gun and know that later that day they were going to kill somebody.
and that wouldn’t even be the tip of the motherfucking iceberg.